You went to a party
I heard from everybody
You part the crowd like the Red Sea
Don’t even get me started
Did you get anxious though
On the way home?
I guess I’ll never, ever know
Now that we don’t talk
You grew your hair long
You got new icons
And from the outside
It looks like you’re tryin’ lives on
I miss the old ways
You didn’t have to change
But I guess I don’t have a say
Now that we don’t talk
I call my mom
She said that it was for the best
Remind myself
Thе more I gave, you’d want me lеss
I cannot be your friend
So I pay the price of what I lost
And what it cost
Now that we don’t talk
What do you tell your friends we
Shared dinners, long weekends with?
Truth is I can’t pretend it’s
Platonic, it’s just ended, so
I call my mom
She said to get it off my chest (Off my chest)
Remind myself
The way you faded ’til I left (Until I left)
I cannot be your friend
So I pay the price of what I lost (Of what I lost)
And what it cost
Now that we don’t talk
I don’t have to pretend I like acid rock
Or that I’d like to be on a mega yacht
With important men who think important thoughts
Guess maybe I am better off
Now that we don’t talk
And the only way back to my dignity
Was to turn into a shrouded mystery
Just like I had been when you were chasing me
Guess this is how it was to be
Now that we don’t talk